Still hurting over miscarriage after 2 years?

Two years ago I had a miscarriage and it still hurts me like it was just yesterday.I feel like I don't understand life anymore.There are child molesters and murderers out there living their life & they won't die till their 100!But my precious angel who had never done nothing wrong in her entire life never got the chance to even have her first breath?! There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about her. The day I found out that I had a miscarriage my husband told me everything would get better but it hasn't..even after 2 years I'm still hurting.Does anyone else ever feel this way? My husband and I are now trying to have another baby,but it just feels impossible.I'm also scared that when/if I do become preg again..that the same thing will happen again! I'm curious as to if anyone else feels this way?